Jim

sorry about the delay

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 03:05:35 GMT

Wow. That's really all I have to say is...WOW!

My summer was AMAZING! Rather than coming home for the summer, I opted to stay out here and stay with Seth. I couldn't have made a better choice for myself. I absolutely LOVE it out here, and I'm seriously considering not coming home next summer either. I may still visit for holidays, but it'll be very unlikely. I've needed the past year to find myself. Seth has been...more than anything I could ask for. He and I are getting a place together hopefully starting second semester. A cozy appartment off campus that'll be OURS.

I want to apologize for not coming home. Mark, I'm so sorry. I'm also sorry for all the drama and arguments between us this past year. I never meant for any of them to affect our friendship in any way. I still care about you as a best friend, and you still mean the world to me. You just need to accept the fact that I'm living my dream out here. I suggest you do the same. Pete and Tim, I'm also sorry to you two. I know I hurt you when I said I need more friends "like myself" and it's true, but I will never think any less of you. I just grew up. Brooke, there's no need to worry about anything. I still love you, and haven't forgotten all the things that you have done, and said to me while in middle school and high school. And Col...we'll be together soon enough right? When I star in your first major motion picture?! I love you as well dear. Travis, I can't believe you're going to be in high school! Tell mom to let you fly out here to visit me sometime. I love ya bro! :)

Now- I must be going. I'll keep in touch with all of you. You know how much I think about you and care for you despite what's happened recently.

~James

"John Bredgeman? Who the HELL does he think he is anyway?" ~Colby

Sun, 14 Mar 2004 02:06:14 GMT

I think I completely forgot about this thing...

hello again to everyone who reads it.

I can be your rage

Wed, 05 Nov 2003 18:07:16 GMT

I talked to Col last night and she mentioned how she has been watching episode after episode of Queer as Folk. It made me wanna watch it. Luckily I brought my archive out here to California. I was up until probably about 6am watching all of the second season. I haven't watched it in a while, and it got me wondering. Is that what I'm like??

Now, I admit, it is a good show. Drama, relationships, hatred, intensity. It's everything rolled into 1. Plus, lots of banging guys, but I really wonder if people think I live my life the way these guys live theirs.

I'm glad I'm growing up in a time when gays are accepted more than they used to be, but sometimes I think they're forced upon society, with all these shows like Will and Grace, and Queer as Folk. I think they're giving the public a wrong interpretation of what homosexual's are actually like. I don't go out to clubs every night and fuck random guys. I mean, I do have my share of fun, but I don't have a Babylon. I can only imagine what most people think when they watch these shows or movies, and do they see me like they see, say...Brian?

I'm 19 years old, I'm finally on my own, all I can wonder about is what's going to happen to me. When I'm finally out of school am I going to end up being friends with all gay guys and only caring about getting fucked and how I look?

It's just something I was thinking about...

I'm so jealous!

Thu, 16 Oct 2003 19:41:28 GMT

So...Coll's new eye candy is a nice piece of man!

Time really does fly

Mon, 06 Oct 2003 01:10:38 GMT

Sorry I haven't updated in a while. Long post coming soon! :)

Sun, 21 Sep 2003 22:56:51 GMT

Sorry it's been so long since I've updated. Not that anyone cares really. Haha! I've been really busy with all kinds of school work, and making sure everyone back home was doing well with the hurricane. (from which I hear was pretty lousy).

I've also been memorizing like a madman for my part in my theatre class. I didn't get the lead (for the first time in what? 3 years). But I'm okay with it. I still have a pretty big part. Seth has been helping me out a lot with my lines, which is always fun. Needless to say, we have too much fun and don't really get much done.

I finally talked to Brooke and Mark today after almost 2 weeks of not speaking to either of them. They're both doing well. And so is Col...I love you baby! You need to fill me in on everything that's been up with you recently.

Last night was probably one of the best nights I've had since I've been out here. About 6 guys from my theatre class all went out together. 6 gay college boys on the streets of LA, you can be sure there was a LOT of insanity that insued! haha. We didn't see any celebrities though, which we were hoping to see when we left campus. Brett took a whole bunch of pictures with his digital camera. Maybe when he sends some to me, I'll post them.

Alright, I think I'm gonna head out now. I hear the cafeteria calling my name.

Sun, 07 Sep 2003 01:17:33 GMT

Let's see, I FINALLY talked to Mark today. I haven't talked to him in quite a while. I really miss him. I really miss everyone back home, but college really is awesome. It's the experience of a lifetime.

I went out with Seth last night. We had a great time. Thank god for upperclassmen, am I right? We grabbed a bite to eat then rented a movie. It was fun. He's the best friend I have out here. It's funny how close we got in just a short period of time.

Hey Coll~Good Luck :P

Alright, I'm out...it's gonna be a late night for me! :P lol!

Phew...

Sun, 31 Aug 2003 01:45:48 GMT

A BIG thank you to my best friend ever, Coll. She was oh-so generous giving me a code. And her sister as well. :P

Not too much to discuss. I'm FINALLY at college. It's quite the experience being so far from everyone I know and love, but I'm beginning to really enjoy it and meet a LOT of new people.

That's all for now I guess. I'm going to go catch a movie.